I’ve been so strong,
pushing people away,
saying “there’s nothing wrong”
saying “it’s okay”.
Wishing you could save me,
or look at my eyes and see,
the tears I’ve been holding,
or the fears in me.
And one day,
It started to fall a part,
nothing sucks more than failing again,
you gotta begin from the start,
you gotta kill the pain.
And I’m aware,
I know I’ve been pushing you away,
I’ve been the reason we don’t talk,
I know, but is it too much to ask you to stay,
And guide me as I walk?
But if I woke up one day,
and you no longer chose to stay,
I hope you know that,
There’ll always be a piece of you in me,
And I’m forever grateful for that.